did maths nov o5 paper 2dae. horrible. my maths p2 is omg. da ting i always ran away fr cum back. my stats. i nid to improve my stats. i nid to. i have to. bt i dun haf da time to. i haf to cut tv. no more yu le bai fen bai. left liao zhai den. --

tings r gettin so wrong now n den.. for eg supposed to wish kel happy bday on her day. so by da time i get to my phone is 3+ am. so i tink nvm lahx. tmr den sms her. den i din. den i tinkin okiex.. den i shld write her a card to give her tmr. bt i din write oso. wat's wrong w mi? wat i tink n wat i do gettin more n more apart. i m so dead.

supposed to do 1chem 2maths 2 gp 1DRQ 1 CS study bio energetics. n wat i did? 1chem 1 maths. hello? nt even half lahx. m i pushin myself too hard? i dunno.

da desire of dying rose. i will nt gif up. i rather die. so i guess i wont gif up neither i will kill myself. coz killing myself = giving up. -.-

da desire of goin out tmr n mon decreases.. bt i will. tmr coz i m such superstitious person. mon coz i wan c mad n wei.. =) so long le.

baaaaaaaaaaa. i shld go study le. tata.

can sb save my maths! n bio! n econs! n gp! omg.. wat if my chem goes wrong too? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

gettin insane.